2021.10.24 23:24 Historical_Rewrite All the Indie You Need (this weeks all new update)
2021.10.24 23:24 OoUmean2 How would this age ?
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2021.10.24 23:24 MasterpieceNo9054 I am mind numblingly lonely after 8 months
I know this won’t go anywhere, and I’m posting from a dummy account. But I just need to get something off my chest.
I broke up with my girlfriend of nearly 7 years a few months ago. I moved across the country for her, I supported her financially and did everything in my power to love her. But when we got stuck in quarantine things started to fall apart. I was never doing anything right to her. She would tell Me constantly that I wasn’t picking up enough, I wasn’t contributing to mundane household stuff, but most importantly I wasn’t loving her enough. I mean, it's probably true to a lot of the household stuff but it really hurt when she said she didn't feel loved. I just put all my emotional and physical power into that relationship but it was never enough. I feel taken advantage of and that the relationship was borderline emotionally abusive. On top of that, I hated my job. I got this job so that we could move to the city where she wanted to move, without even considering how I felt. On top of that my dad had died recently. I just tried to grasp onto anything positive that would make me happy. She could tell I was miserable. I was in therapy but it wasn’t working. Her only recommendation was for me to be medicated.
All I had wanted was to be close to my family. Her solution was to medicate me. I’m not against it but looking back it just feels like she couldn’t be bothered to help me because it wasn’t convenient for her or according to her plan. I feel like an idiot for having spent several years with her and not noticing any of the red flags.
Then the other day I find out that she had unfollowed me, my family, and then all of her friends also unfollowed me on Instagram. It is legitimately the dumbest thing to get mad about and I have no idea why it's bothering me so much.
I wouldn’t say I miss her, it’s just that I feel crushing loneliness.
I've tried all the recommended things to get back out of this dark place but nothing seems to be working. I just feel like such a loser.
I went for a really long drive today. About half-hour into my drive, I broke down into tears. I am tired of being tired. I have so much love to give and I just want to be loved by someone the way I want to be loved. I feel like I've been patient my whole life and I just keep searching for my moment or that thing that's going to make me feel whole again. The past several years I've experienced tremendous loss of family and friends that I just feel like I'm losing my grip. Literally to the point where I've lost someone close to me every single year for the last several years. I just want to feel loved and love someone in return.
This will die or get downvoted into oblivion but I just needed to get it off my chest.
GF of several years and I break up and is causing me to be mind-numbingly lonely. I feel like I am in a place that I can't crawl out of.
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2021.10.24 23:24 No_Shower9686 while i was pooping, i felt like puking, then i felt like fainting
hello i’m extremely embarassed about this but basically… i was pooping and everything was normal, i had one meal today which was kind of a lot… and after a few hours noticed i needed to use the restroom. then the title happened. i ate from a new restaurant i’ve never tried today, could it possibly be that my body is rejecting the food, and that my anemia was like.. that’s too much of our energy gone!! oh no! we are going to faint! i’ve gone to lay down even though i feel like showering but if i did shower i feel like i’d absolutely faint. because i’ve had showers before where i felt like fainting whats going on with me???
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2021.10.24 23:24 Esakatis Instagram “model” at her dads funeral
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2021.10.24 23:24 Ecstatic-Forever-786 It's not rocket science at the rate we are burning shib & buying shib we will continue to grow in price it will never be under 1 cent soon enough.
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2021.10.24 23:24 AlphaNomad7-13 Sith missed me this week.
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2021.10.24 23:24 DifficultDot5244 Story Questions
I just finished the Forsaken EE and have some questions. So I know that the zombie devs for Vanguard said that they ended that story in the reveal trailer right? But that clearly wasn’t right since they said “this story will continue” at the end of the cutscene. So is vanguard going to continue cold war’s story? Doesn’t makes sense since the Cold War timeline and ww2 don’t rlly line up. Also correct me if I’m wrong on anything I said about the devs.
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2021.10.24 23:24 GengisFun Barber, give me one of these.
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2021.10.24 23:24 Glad-Responsibility7 Nice to know that my school loves everyone!
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2021.10.24 23:24 HurryUpIts419 Sleepy Sebastian
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2021.10.24 23:24 Bilal_Kash Sub for sub I’m on the road to 200 subs https://youtu.be/zesQWznzroQ
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2021.10.24 23:24 Professional-Farmer8 Dead Engine - Mantis [Hard Rock]
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2021.10.24 23:24 sarahconleyc Got some new jeans today! Was wondering what you guys think?
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2021.10.24 23:24 HistAnsweredBot [Feature] Sunday Digest | Interesting & Overlooked Posts | October 24, 2021
2021.10.24 23:24 FrontpageWatch2020 [#8|+14683|196] Bruh... [r/facepalm]
2021.10.24 23:24 PVCPuss Shout out to Shadow who decided play in the highly pigmented blue food dye that he spilled when I stepped away to grab something. Happened a few years ago but always makes me laugh.
2021.10.24 23:24 badmonkey077 Late Summer Drive - LUCID (feat. Frantik) [Live]
2021.10.24 23:24 suhbreenahawk what is the order of the knotfest lineup?
2021.10.24 23:24 Then_Egg_1231 He even has the hair and he acts like a right Kitler too
2021.10.24 23:24 FrontpageWatch2020 [#34|+3888|160] Old stash found in Arizona [r/BeAmazed]
2021.10.24 23:24 retsamboon Recently picking up Mundo and it has been great.
I been playing alot Mundo in this past week and it has been great. One thing i really like about him is that he can play safe and farm quite easily. Because of this i usually have like 40 or 50 cs advantage at 15 min over my opponent cuz we are in gold elo lol.
One other thing i enjoy is being able to push the wave and handle ganks quite well. Since the meta right now is assassin jungle. And usually my laner has 1 cc. I can just run away.
Though i have question regarding build.i usually went with sunfire cape and then deadman plate or spirit visage if need mr. I find that deadman is so good due to the movespeed that i rather have it compared to extra healing from spirit visage or dmg from titanic hydra which i would build after spirit. I wonder what other alternative there is that would make a solid build.
I am just gonna stick to mundo to grind till plat since there isnt much time for this season. So if you guys got any tips. Kindly share it :D
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2021.10.24 23:24 leanmeanbowser For those who had done weed in any way.
2021.10.24 23:24 pleasedontfollowm3-4 Vika Levina
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